Two sides to a story....

The nation has broadcasted this "white" man all over news because he shot and killed a young black boy!!!

Why is that as soon as this incident occurred, all of sudden it has to be a hate crime? No one wants to talk about if Trayvon Martin was the aggressor. Now I’m not saying that it was justified that George Zimmerman shot and killed Trayvon but I am saying that Zimmerman should at least be allowed to speak. Obviously Trayvon was not just some innocent kid with a halo over his head. But of course the media won’t see it that way. All they see is that this “white” man shot a young black boy. Not even taking into consideration that Zimmerman is actually Hispanic. Yea ok let’s just call it like it is…Trayvon fought Zimmerman, Zimmerman fought back and maybe he could have accidentally shot him. I don’t know what it could have been because I was not there. Hell if I saw someone walking around this gated community with a hoody on, black, white, Hispanic whatever, in the middle of the night I probably would think he was suspicious too. Lastly, while in the world does a volunteer neighborhood watch person have a gun…Ummm they are not the police!!!

Up at 3:41am

It's crazy how this insomnia is running my life. I can't even force myself to close my eyes and enter the dream world. Sometimes I feel that is my only escape from reality. Thinking to myself sometimes that I want to fall asleep forever just so my world can be ruled my the beautiful dreams that I create when I slumber. So much pressure weighing down on me and I can't begin to say how many times I felt myself giving up. Closing my eyes as I let my mind guide my fingers across this keyboard as I try to explain why I can't sleep, I find myself finally getting weary . Maybe this release was all I needed to rest my soul for the night or should I say morning. Thank goodness for these black curtains...

A Lesson Learned In Trusting Bad Company

It's so hard to trust people after certain situations happen in life. Just recently I was scammed out of $1900 because I trusted someone I thought was a friend. Wilson Jackson who goes by his rap name “Da Truooth” had been scamming people for a long time. I'm just sorry I didn’t find out sooner. Now I have to go through so much trouble to make this right. I hope I’m able to stop him before he gets anyone else. Although it was foolish on my part to even have gotten involved in this situation, he still needs to pay for what he did and is still doing to innocent people. He funds is whole, so called rap career on scamming people. He calls himself an OUTLAW and thats what he is. Everyone does not have your best interest at heart and this guy proved that point. He can't possibly have a heart, because even though he knew of my situation with battling this cancer, he still had the audacity to do such a evil deed to me. I feel for all the victims of Wilson Jackson but I know for sure that God will not let him get away with this. It's only a matter of time and I want to make sure that he is STOPPED.